Tag: conflict
member name: Heatherrrr Eloise
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February 05, 2007 03:44 PM EST --
One day it will just happen
You will awake in the middle of the day
And you will not care anymore
The world will be painted black
Your heart will be stone
And there will be no more time to think
You will . . .
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February 08, 2007 06:44 PM EST --
If you could smile once
Show me you care
If you could speak once
Show me you’re here
If you could love once
Show me you’re proud
I feel left out
Hanging out of the frame
Looking . . .
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February 08, 2007 07:42 PM EST --
note: i wrote this on september 20th, 2006.
My heart still belongs to
The very one I tried to
Take it from. No matter
Who I run to. And who
I play around with.
It's always him in which
I am thinking . . .
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April 17, 2007 05:13 AM EDT --
something just swells up inside of me.
all i taste, hear, and see is rage.
i start to feel my head throb.
nothing is in it's place.
the room is shaking, melting in front of me.
this happens so often . . .
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March 10, 2007 05:07 AM EST --
Today I could not find the words I have wanted to say to you. You waited and waited, yet my mouth wouldn't move. I write every night, every day, of how you make me feel. The whole . . .
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March 14, 2007 05:54 AM EDT --
There was once a boy in my life that could honestly say he held all of my heart in this fragile smooth hands. He was the first boy I ever opened up to. The first boy I trusted with every . . .
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March 26, 2007 02:59 AM EDT --
all of my days blur.
the nights strech on.
raw, overworked hands,
i once used them to spread love.
silence has become me.
the world is black and white.
i once was painted in pastels.
a bright open face, . . .
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March 22, 2007 06:47 AM EDT --
Last night was beyond words. I had not felt so alive since I lived in a different area code. I knew it was a rocky foundation but I tried to push all the negativity out. I thought I . . .
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March 27, 2007 01:20 AM EDT --
we saw each other everyday.
we smiled for no reason.
we laughed so hard we would almost cry.
we made everything into a little inside joke.
we made each other happy when all was dark.
it is hard to see . . .
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March 28, 2007 06:50 AM EDT --
My mother loves to tell any curious pair of ears about my girlhood dream of being a ballerina. I would dress myself in colorfully creative dresses that my grammy made me, and I only would . . .
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April 01, 2007 05:53 AM EDT --
this speech has been over rehearsed,
so frequently and with such a fever,
these words are scrawled across my eyelids,
haunting me when i drift into disturbed slumber.
tossing and turning, sleep is futile. . . .
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April 04, 2007 04:07 AM EDT --
These words grow stale in my mouth,
I keep flipping them around for a better meaning.
The clock laughs as time slithers on,
Each click I hear winds me up.
The radio plays the same three songs on . . .
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December 31, 2006 09:55 PM EST --
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March 27, 2007 02:46 AM EDT --
I know that I have created my own problems. I accept that fact. I know that every ounce of pain I feel is self-created. I accept that fact also. I am learning how to deal with the fact . . .
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February 20, 2007 11:10 PM EST --
Tugging at the loose skin
. . .
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March 20, 2007 06:15 AM EDT --
i wanted to say something important,
block.
but all that came out was confusion.
block.
i feel the words trapped in my throat,
block.
but you turned your head.
blacking out the friction,
i am left wordless . . .
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March 24, 2007 06:47 AM EDT --
stiff back, stiff neck, stiff heart.
i walk in those doors, guilty.
eyes to the floor, i cannot look.
the image of your face could bring me to tears.
time dissolves the truth i once held,
working this . . .
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February 25, 2007 10:20 PM EST --
when do people receive a break?
life stops
we are all on pause
our hearts skip a beat
our brains shut down
our emotions are ___blank
when do people receive a break?
acting ends
we stop fixing everything . . .
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January 15, 2007 07:19 PM EST --
Awake in the infinite cold
I cannot steady my thoughts
My dreams feel so far
Rising up towards the sun
Falling back down to the ground
A dance of devastation
A song of failure
I cannot steady my thoughts . . .
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January 22, 2007 08:04 PM EST --
i see them all preparing
getting ready for the world
papers done
they are in class
never missing a beat
i sit on the outside of it all
there is nothing drawing me in
does it make me a bad person?
what . . .
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