Tag: life
member name: Heatherrrr Eloise
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January 22, 2007 10:30 PM EST --
the younger of my two sisters broke my heart today.
she told me how much i meant to her.
i never thought i was a good role model.
i am the older sibling who didn't make it.
who started off with . . .
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January 24, 2007 08:08 PM EST --
it's a brand new day
in the same old life
the sun burns too bright
the pavement stings raw feet
and i still think of you
it's a brand new day
in the same old life
the moon shines too easily
the . . .
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January 24, 2007 10:27 PM EST --
they say i'm not brave because i still keep the leters.
i call it hopeful.
they say that i'm scared because i still close my eyes.
i call it awake dreaming.
they say that i'm on the wrong . . .
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February 05, 2007 03:44 PM EST --
One day it will just happen
You will awake in the middle of the day
And you will not care anymore
The world will be painted black
Your heart will be stone
And there will be no more time to think
You will . . .
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February 08, 2007 06:44 PM EST --
If you could smile once
Show me you care
If you could speak once
Show me you’re here
If you could love once
Show me you’re proud
I feel left out
Hanging out of the frame
Looking . . .
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February 08, 2007 07:42 PM EST --
note: i wrote this on september 20th, 2006.
My heart still belongs to
The very one I tried to
Take it from. No matter
Who I run to. And who
I play around with.
It's always him in which
I am thinking . . .
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January 29, 2007 06:13 PM EST --
it does not feel real
now that it is so close
i keep trying to adjust
but the lighting seems off.
the days progress
and i grow fearful.
promise me, just promise me
this is not the wrong move. . . .
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February 08, 2007 05:49 PM EST --
I fought the long hard battle.
I set up a list of rules; a code of . . .
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April 20, 2007 04:21 AM EDT --
i once spoke with an air of intelligence.
it was like i knew something about the world.
i once laughed with a whole heart.
it was like my heart was light and gay.
i once saw from all angles.
it was like . . .
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February 16, 2007 08:17 AM EST --
dream big my dear
life is full of dispair
dream all night my dear
sunshine exposes flaws
dream hard my dear
hope is not always with us
dream while awake my dream
darkness can swallow you whole
dream forever . . .
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June 07, 2007 03:32 AM EDT --
For the past year, I have had the same couple of dreams. I dream about my boss telling me that my "speed with service" is terrible. Or I have that dream about my history teacher from ninth grade . . .
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March 07, 2007 04:08 AM EST --
They say talk is cheap
But I find what you say priceless
They say actions mean more than words
But you leave me stunned by both
They say promises can sometimes be empty
But you have always left me full . . .
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April 17, 2007 05:13 AM EDT --
something just swells up inside of me.
all i taste, hear, and see is rage.
i start to feel my head throb.
nothing is in it's place.
the room is shaking, melting in front of me.
this happens so often . . .
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June 01, 2007 09:07 AM EDT --
true story of my own "boy meets girl"
Boy meets Girl.
Girl dislikes Boy tremendously.
Boy tries desperately to impress Girl.
Girl slowly is intrigued by Boy.
Boy treats Girl like a . . .
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March 06, 2007 12:23 AM EST --
I have been knocked out
But I am still in the race
I have locked you out
But you are still outside the door
I have brought him in
But he still lives in the shadows
Common . . .
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March 06, 2007 04:45 AM EST --
it was innocent
until you noticed me
it was nothing
until you approached me
it was honest
until you responded
it was everything
until i made a promise
in your smile i see what i lack
what my . . .
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March 07, 2007 04:47 PM EST --
the lights dotted the starless sky
in these moments i feel alive
windows down, cigarettes burning
in these moments i think of love
the music drowned out your fears
in these moments you pretend to be . . .
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March 13, 2007 04:18 AM EDT --
The smoke twirls from the mouth piece
Laughter replaces the frown
Your eyes become wide
I watch you try to kill your demons
The smoke fills the air
Toxic wasted floating around my face
Your eyes are pools . . .
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March 14, 2007 05:54 AM EDT --
There was once a boy in my life that could honestly say he held all of my heart in this fragile smooth hands. He was the first boy I ever opened up to. The first boy I trusted with every . . .
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April 23, 2007 04:25 AM EDT --
Each keystroke tells my story.
Fingers dancing across this board,
Word by word I let go of this weight.
Are these burdens then a gift?
The pounds placed on my shoulders,
Shape shift, fall onto these pages, . . .
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