Tag: people
member name: Heatherrrr Eloise
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January 24, 2007 10:27 PM EST --
they say i'm not brave because i still keep the leters.
i call it hopeful.
they say that i'm scared because i still close my eyes.
i call it awake dreaming.
they say that i'm on the wrong . . .
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February 08, 2007 07:42 PM EST --
note: i wrote this on september 20th, 2006.
My heart still belongs to
The very one I tried to
Take it from. No matter
Who I run to. And who
I play around with.
It's always him in which
I am thinking . . .
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February 08, 2007 05:49 PM EST --
I fought the long hard battle.
I set up a list of rules; a code of . . .
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June 07, 2007 03:32 AM EDT --
For the past year, I have had the same couple of dreams. I dream about my boss telling me that my "speed with service" is terrible. Or I have that dream about my history teacher from ninth grade . . .
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June 01, 2007 09:07 AM EDT --
true story of my own "boy meets girl"
Boy meets Girl.
Girl dislikes Boy tremendously.
Boy tries desperately to impress Girl.
Girl slowly is intrigued by Boy.
Boy treats Girl like a . . .
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March 07, 2007 04:47 PM EST --
the lights dotted the starless sky
in these moments i feel alive
windows down, cigarettes burning
in these moments i think of love
the music drowned out your fears
in these moments you pretend to be . . .
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March 13, 2007 04:18 AM EDT --
The smoke twirls from the mouth piece
Laughter replaces the frown
Your eyes become wide
I watch you try to kill your demons
The smoke fills the air
Toxic wasted floating around my face
Your eyes are pools . . .
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March 14, 2007 05:54 AM EDT --
There was once a boy in my life that could honestly say he held all of my heart in this fragile smooth hands. He was the first boy I ever opened up to. The first boy I trusted with every . . .
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April 23, 2007 04:25 AM EDT --
Each keystroke tells my story.
Fingers dancing across this board,
Word by word I let go of this weight.
Are these burdens then a gift?
The pounds placed on my shoulders,
Shape shift, fall onto these pages, . . .
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May 06, 2007 07:20 AM EDT --
heart cramps,
forgetting how to
accurately beat.
stomach acids tidel wave,
bulging up into
a dry throat.
eyes lose focus,
the scenery is
indistinguishable.
toxic routine,
plot had already . . .
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May 21, 2007 03:54 AM EDT --
on the dirty floor,
amongst the piles of greasy wrappers,
the stained articles of clothing,
and all thoses items i swore i needed,
lays the only thing i ever really needed.
crippled and defeated,
he is . . .
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May 26, 2007 05:34 AM EDT --
Against the artificial wood wall,
his fingernails dig into her delicate . . .
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February 18, 2007 11:55 PM EST --
i opened a can that was rotting
picking at the decay, i find myself lost
your eyes shine too bright
and your smile is too friendly
i stammer on about my feelings
it is always about my feelings
i am in . . .
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February 22, 2007 06:01 AM EST --
you can only try so hard
then it is all left to fate
you can only fall so hard
then it is all left to your own will
you can only love so much
then it is all left to the one you love
you can only . . .
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March 12, 2007 06:29 AM EDT --
the words found the right airwaves
for once i did not sound like static
his ears stung from the bitter truth
for once i showed my full deck
your eyes filled with sympathy
for once i crept out of the . . .
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March 17, 2007 04:36 AM EDT --
Everything was building up to this moment
Suddenly I found all the answers
I saw you sitting in that maroon car
My footsteps were small and feeble
An audible heartbeat, sweaty palms
This feeling had not . . .
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March 22, 2007 06:47 AM EDT --
Last night was beyond words. I had not felt so alive since I lived in a different area code. I knew it was a rocky foundation but I tried to push all the negativity out. I thought I . . .
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March 27, 2007 01:20 AM EDT --
we saw each other everyday.
we smiled for no reason.
we laughed so hard we would almost cry.
we made everything into a little inside joke.
we made each other happy when all was dark.
it is hard to see . . .
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March 28, 2007 06:50 AM EDT --
My mother loves to tell any curious pair of ears about my girlhood dream of being a ballerina. I would dress myself in colorfully creative dresses that my grammy made me, and I only would . . .
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May 02, 2007 07:50 AM EDT --
sometimes i see the halo,
the one i drew above your head.
sometimes that glows is still there,
the light that first caugh my eye.
sometimes these memories haunt,
the ones that steal my slumber.
sometimes . . .
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