Tag: stress
member name: Heatherrrr Eloise
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January 29, 2007 06:13 PM EST --
it does not feel real
now that it is so close
i keep trying to adjust
but the lighting seems off.
the days progress
and i grow fearful.
promise me, just promise me
this is not the wrong move. . . .
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April 17, 2007 05:13 AM EDT --
something just swells up inside of me.
all i taste, hear, and see is rage.
i start to feel my head throb.
nothing is in it's place.
the room is shaking, melting in front of me.
this happens so often . . .
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February 18, 2007 11:55 PM EST --
i opened a can that was rotting
picking at the decay, i find myself lost
your eyes shine too bright
and your smile is too friendly
i stammer on about my feelings
it is always about my feelings
i am in . . .
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April 01, 2007 05:53 AM EDT --
this speech has been over rehearsed,
so frequently and with such a fever,
these words are scrawled across my eyelids,
haunting me when i drift into disturbed slumber.
tossing and turning, sleep is futile. . . .
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April 04, 2007 04:07 AM EDT --
These words grow stale in my mouth,
I keep flipping them around for a better meaning.
The clock laughs as time slithers on,
Each click I hear winds me up.
The radio plays the same three songs on . . .
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December 25, 2006 05:26 PM EST --
some nights, i talk to god.
he doesn't say anything back.
i hear people talk about how He's in their life.
how they "hear" Him.
how they "trust" Him.
how He has "helped" . . .
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December 31, 2006 09:55 PM EST --
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February 18, 2007 11:33 PM EST --
the wind fierecly slapped me in the face
i can feel myself burn in disgrace
the devil's soda cannot hide
all the words i have kept inside
you stand too close to me
yet i do not want you to turn and . . .
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February 20, 2007 11:10 PM EST --
Tugging at the loose skin
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March 27, 2007 02:46 AM EDT --
I know that I have created my own problems. I accept that fact. I know that every ounce of pain I feel is self-created. I accept that fact also. I am learning how to deal with the fact . . .
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January 15, 2007 07:19 PM EST --
Awake in the infinite cold
I cannot steady my thoughts
My dreams feel so far
Rising up towards the sun
Falling back down to the ground
A dance of devastation
A song of failure
I cannot steady my thoughts . . .
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January 22, 2007 08:04 PM EST --
i see them all preparing
getting ready for the world
papers done
they are in class
never missing a beat
i sit on the outside of it all
there is nothing drawing me in
does it make me a bad person?
what . . .
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February 20, 2007 11:13 PM EST --
I bury my body under the stained sheets
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