Tag: struggles
member name: Heatherrrr Eloise
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February 08, 2007 06:44 PM EST --
If you could smile once
Show me you care
If you could speak once
Show me you’re here
If you could love once
Show me you’re proud
I feel left out
Hanging out of the frame
Looking . . .
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February 18, 2007 11:55 PM EST --
i opened a can that was rotting
picking at the decay, i find myself lost
your eyes shine too bright
and your smile is too friendly
i stammer on about my feelings
it is always about my feelings
i am in . . .
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February 22, 2007 06:01 AM EST --
you can only try so hard
then it is all left to fate
you can only fall so hard
then it is all left to your own will
you can only love so much
then it is all left to the one you love
you can only . . .
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March 10, 2007 05:07 AM EST --
Today I could not find the words I have wanted to say to you. You waited and waited, yet my mouth wouldn't move. I write every night, every day, of how you make me feel. The whole . . .
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March 12, 2007 06:29 AM EDT --
the words found the right airwaves
for once i did not sound like static
his ears stung from the bitter truth
for once i showed my full deck
your eyes filled with sympathy
for once i crept out of the . . .
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March 17, 2007 04:36 AM EDT --
Everything was building up to this moment
Suddenly I found all the answers
I saw you sitting in that maroon car
My footsteps were small and feeble
An audible heartbeat, sweaty palms
This feeling had not . . .
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March 22, 2007 06:47 AM EDT --
Last night was beyond words. I had not felt so alive since I lived in a different area code. I knew it was a rocky foundation but I tried to push all the negativity out. I thought I . . .
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March 26, 2007 02:59 AM EDT --
all of my days blur.
the nights strech on.
raw, overworked hands,
i once used them to spread love.
silence has become me.
the world is black and white.
i once was painted in pastels.
a bright open face, . . .
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February 18, 2007 11:33 PM EST --
the wind fierecly slapped me in the face
i can feel myself burn in disgrace
the devil's soda cannot hide
all the words i have kept inside
you stand too close to me
yet i do not want you to turn and . . .
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February 20, 2007 11:10 PM EST --
Tugging at the loose skin
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March 20, 2007 06:15 AM EDT --
i wanted to say something important,
block.
but all that came out was confusion.
block.
i feel the words trapped in my throat,
block.
but you turned your head.
blacking out the friction,
i am left wordless . . .
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March 24, 2007 06:47 AM EDT --
stiff back, stiff neck, stiff heart.
i walk in those doors, guilty.
eyes to the floor, i cannot look.
the image of your face could bring me to tears.
time dissolves the truth i once held,
working this . . .
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February 25, 2007 07:37 AM EST --
you made me smile today
the first time in a while.
you made me be honest today
the first time in my life.
you made me not want to forget today
the first time while sober.
you made me feel beautiful . . .
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February 25, 2007 10:20 PM EST --
when do people receive a break?
life stops
we are all on pause
our hearts skip a beat
our brains shut down
our emotions are ___blank
when do people receive a break?
acting ends
we stop fixing everything . . .
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March 27, 2007 02:46 AM EDT --
I know that I have created my own problems. I accept that fact. I know that every ounce of pain I feel is self-created. I accept that fact also. I am learning how to deal with the fact . . .
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February 20, 2007 11:13 PM EST --
I bury my body under the stained sheets
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